harrrrro xanga
wow its been a whole term since i last time came and did a weblog!
surprised actually, i came back in the end.



exactly like the last weblog:
caannnot wait till 17th this friday!
flight at 8-ish in the evening.
and im seriously-seriously so excited to get out of here
too compressed that i cannot breathe for one second.
argh mama.
ive been lost since the beginning of this term
and cannot find my normal hardworking self
have been lacking off too much
and work has never been done properly
.literally just failing everything.



so yeah life is actually alright ,apart from all those stupid tests and shumble revision.

y is it taking me forever to get used to all these?
FROWN FROWN FROWN

都冇諗過自己有時間去打xanga lu~

一直忙忙忙..都忙左成個幾月..
殘左勁多..:(
黑眼圈明顯勁左...:(
皮膚老左..:(
又肥左..

~唉~


考黎考去都重有野要考咁..

重有兩個試要考,,:s
之後就work experience..:(

..
 再過多一個星期多d
就free 拉~
真係等唔到,,,
兩個星期兩個星期兩個星期
9 號9 號9 號9 號9 號

媽咪daddy 細佬我就返拉拉拉..
就考完會考..
放兩個月假..
:D:D:D:D
好想去游水!!
好想去去....去..溜冰
好想去唱K
好想去買碟..
好想去台灣
好想去...見shin dong ho :D
好想染髮
好想ONLINE SHOPPING
好想買EARRINGS.
好想好想好想..

兩個星期
捱多陣,,=D
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRR

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

唉.......
希望愈大
失望愈大...

一種好..好..奇怪既心情..
突然覺得....
好黑暗..

一直期待既自己
冇出現到..

失敗..
係成功之母..
都已經考左..冇第2次..點成功

當我underestimated..左佢地..
當我overestimated 左自己
對唔住..
我做唔到..
好對唔住..
做唔到promised左既野...

點算.....
人地話genius 唔係天生..係hardwork
一開始我都信..俾到d motivation 自己..
不過the truth is
even if u work hard..u cannot be a genius like a GENIUS.

............
.....................
.................

好ironic
this ending is soo ironic..
dont i deserve it...?
:'(

..........................................
totally a flopp
:'(
but still have to move on
even without any motivation at the moment

just have to be hardworking
do the best of myself
i know i wont make it
so  i wont ever overestimate myself agaain
itd just hurt more
salt in the papercccut.

please please
please
pls

Alpha Kenny Body
Kevjumba

真係忙到連睇書時間都冇..
睇完 SOME  parts of 'How to achieve 100% in a GCSE' 之後
嘗試緊用唔同方法去令自己鍾意revise

'' i cant wait!! omg i love revising''..

有時諗..其實考大試都唔係好恐怖啫..
其他人做咩咁驚wor
好討厭D人成日擔心個樣E樣..
又話.''就快考試拉..會考拉..點算''.
其實有咩點算wor..
the only thing u can do is 溫書 lor
當你溫好個刻..你就冇咩野驚..
同人compare 又做咩wo
個個人level 唔同..個個既目標都唔同...
老土D講,,,真係做好自己既野米得~
只要你知自己有try ur best..之後都唔可以後悔d咩..
TRY 左BEST都唔得geh....就blame 個天拉..
this is just ur life..

所以我一定要努力..
我既目標可以高過頭..不過E個成績,真係我想要既..
唔可以令咁多年既自己...DADDY MAMMY disappointed..
this is my life so i have to love and enjoy every moment of it
revising is just learning
learning is good and interesting ..
so there is absolutely no point of hating getting smarter ,every second of revision
stick with it..
love life..
大學..雖然好似好遠..但我真係希望..可以用自己實力入到個間學校
唔係好似佢地衰人咁...黎黎去去都係得個錢...
加油..
no pressure no pressure
theres only hope and i have to make it accomplished

daddy ar,,, im not officially announcing this coz im not one hundred percent sure..
 well well well  ive been told a thousand times in my life that im not smart enough to make it
and i understand.
would they laugh at me, tell me im crazy and please stop the dream..?


.....
ive found out that the only motivation is having sensible aims
these ''target grades'' of my GCSE are pretty sensible..i suppose
and i AM sticking with it
ii promise promise promise
every single second from now on i will try my very best
hard as any ummmm alloy metal in this entire world
i will make it